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y/n    
it’s monday    
actually, today i    
met jiwoo    
ㅋㅋ..    
wait, not today    
yesterday\!    
it’s past midnight so that’s right\!    
we watched a movie    
went to a cafe    
just walked around    
it’s a date?    
watch your words    
jiwoo won’t say anything    
we met in the evening    
and parted in the evening..    
actually, we were just supposed to watch the movie and then    
say bye-bye, but    
after the movie ended,    
we talked a bit at the cafe    
took a walk,    
and then just went back in    
she told me she was busy with fromm   
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
you said she told you that she’d be busy?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
the reason for her being busy: kim chaeyeon    
pfft    
phahahaha    
yep, we met in the evening    
she probably went to fromm before meeting me    
we just watched a movie    
talked a bit,    
and walked around    
but it was a bit chilly, so    
we linked arms    
ㅋㅋ    
sorry, i won’t tell you every detail    
euweng   
also, during the movie    
i lifted the drink armrest thing    
then i leaned on jiwoo    
she was like “huh?” and    
tapped my head gently    
and it felt like,    
oh/// it felt like we’re dating    
it was weird, so    
i moved back to where i was    
;;;;;;    
sorry jiwoo, for sharing all this on fromm   
^^ bear with it    
because of my rhinitis    
my tears are flowing    
ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ    
crybaby chaeng    
crybaby chaeng is here    
should i take allergy meds?    
will that help?    
sorry i could just google it on naver    
ㅎㅎ what am i even saying    
i just wanted to hear from y/n rufuhaha    
honestly, i already know how to fix it    
but i asked anyway    
is this love..?    
y/n i miss you    
i really miss you    
it’s tough not being able to see you    
when you want to see someone but can’t, it’s like    
slamming into a wall of adulthood  
“does distance make the heart grow distant, or more affectionate?”  
it’s gotta be affection    
thinking we’ve grown distant might just be wishful thinking    
since there’s no real answer    
if anything, i want to see you more and more    
and i realize,    
oh wow, i’m really    
i’m really in love with this person\~\~    
it’s actually a reminder    
instead of feeling down because i miss you so much    
it’s just love whining    
it’s not that i actually dislike it    
so it’s better to just accept it and think    
ah, wow, i must be genuinely\~\~    
genuinely in love hehe    
haha    
“since i’m a countrysde fan, i’ve been in love with chaeyeon for 5 years but haven’t seen her in person... i’ll get to see her one day, right?\!ㅎㅎ her debut anniversary is coming up soon\! let’s keep going, fighting\!\!”  
wuaaah    
when we meet, let’s greet each other warmly\!\! 😁 everyone who wants to see me\!\!\!    
we’re mutuals\!\! 😍    
*🗣️: i love you*    
should i stay up a bit longer\~\~?    
i gotta take rhinitis meds before bed    
ㅎㅎ okay let’s do that    
thanks for keeping me company    
on this late night    
it’s so warm

“drink lots of warm tea, chaeyeon”  
\!\! yeah, so when i went to the cafe with jiwoo, i got hot rooibos orange tea instead of iced    
and sipped it    
i’ll make warm green tea tomorrow morning too    
i’ll be tea-chaeyeon    
i’ll become tea-yeon    
fav type of tea?    
mine is..    
amor fati❤️    
sorry for such a lame joke    
oh, but someone laughed    
whaaㅎㅎㅎㅎ satisfied    
lots of \-ti’s    
identity    
community    
cutie-pretty’s too basic\~\~\~\~    
panty    
sorry    
must be sleepy    
but hey, panty’s still a “-ti”    
i’ll stop now\!\!    
why’s everyone telling me to sleep?    
no, i’m not sleepy    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
i can get up around 9:30 tomorrow    
so i can get plenty of sleepㅎㅎ    
for me, 9 a.m. isn’t really early    
compared to when i was in school…    
shaking my head    
9 a.m. wake-up is    
thank you    
back in school,    
i had to wake up at    
6,    
sometimes even 5    
especially when i lived in gapyeong    
getting to school from there was    
a very early wake-up    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
our manager must’ve had it tough    
i was fine    
now i don’t go to school,    
so waking up in the morning    
if i had a 10 a.m. start\!    
i’d go, “wow\! so nice\!\!\!”    
thank you-tv\!\!    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
waking up, putting on a uniform,    
heading to school, that exhaustion    
i totally get it    
but school was fun too    
that’s right\~\~\~\~\~\~  
“did you wear makeup to school? even just a bit?”  
nope nope nope all bare face    
i’d go completely makeup-free    
why?    
because i’d just leave and get makeup done after early leave anyway    
so i went bare face    
but?    
did i wear makeup when i didn’t have schedules?    
the answer is also no    
to be honest, until maybe middle school grades 1-2,    
i think i used some foundation, eyebrow stuff, maybe lip tint    
from grade 3 on, it was just bare face    
and in high school, i was all bare face too    
mask on and just walked around    
the makeup i wore in grade 1 is funny ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
what did i know back then    
trying to bb cream papapa lipstick so much    
though, i didn’t actually use bb cream or lipstick ㅋ    
back then  
just a bit of tone-up sunscreen was enough    
ㅋㅋ    
lip tint was ink tint ㅋ    
back in elementary it was peripera, aritaum, tony moly tints    
ha.. i learned my latte jokes  
from kwangkyu sunbae    
uncle kwangkyu’s nice 🥺    
“i watch everything with chaeyeon in it”

i’m proud of you💖💖💖💖💖💖    
chaengbokdan is busy busy💖💖💖💖💖💖    
pat pat    
bok bok bok   
🌊”isn’t it only natural to watch everything..?”

the person who sent that, their nickname is    
”i’m actually lee jiwoo“  
jiwoo, do you check all my schedules too..    
i’m bambi    
even if you deny it    
it can’t be helped…    
it can’t be… can’t be helped    
hehe can’t be helped    
where’s the refund at a dog cafe    
you even went woof woof for me  
“i miss chaeyeon with short hair”  
see vv  
“resolved”    
yes, i am    
a deer    
but actually..    
i’m a seagull    
if you give me shrimp crackers, i’ll bite y/n hand instead of the shrimp cracker    
wow💓    
“so you were a roe deer, now you’re a seagull”  
right..    
i’m actually a roe deer    
i’m not a dog or bambi    
i’m a roe deer    
roe-deer chaeng    
chaeng-deer    
roe deer is cute    
roeee deeeeer\~\~\~\~\~\~    
try to imitate roe deer sounds\~    
try screaming together\!    
this sound familiar?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
i watch seungheon-nim’s videos too    
they’re hilarious    
eughhakㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ  
when i was younger, i used to laugh so hard trying to mimic hongdae entrance  
*(t/n: see [홍대입구역 따라하기 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ](https://youtu.be/4cs61aoWO8g?si=5EHsNQrI-S_0sDHu)/ from the same kr studen guy who sang the love is open door)*  
nowadays i laugh at things i used to laugh at again    
medusa greeting    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
retry?    
re-take train? *(t/n: refer to students who are retaking exams or grades)*   
that’s right    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
i wanna ride amusement park rides    
my favorite roller coasters are    
atlantis and    
t-express    
they both end in \-s    
tripleS    
tripleS sounds like an amusement park ride name  
“wow, people usually call it ateulantis but you said it right”  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
this is me    
(actually i wasn’t sure if it was “teul” or “teu” so i guessed)    
hello, i’m kim chaeyeon from “tispleS”    
okay, i’ll pretend i knew    
it sounds cooler anyway    
i took my meds    
should i sleep?\!    
let’s fall asleep together ㅎㅎ    
are my meds drowsy?    
i was already sleepy before i took them    
ㅎㅎ    
does rhinitis medicine make you sleepy?    
i’m not sure  
“they say beautiful people usually sleep a lot, are you like that too chaeyeon?😘”  
ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ?    
i fall asleep as soon as i’m in a car    
oh so that’s why    
they have “sleeping beauty”    
but my favorite is snow white    
i like sleeping beauty aurora too    
🩷💛🤍💛🤍🩷    
ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ the person closest to the princess is    
what then?    
not the prince    
it’s the dress    
dresses, i love you, good night    
dresses can be people too    
if you look at cinderella    
well, technically not people, but    
the birds, the pumpkin carriage    
they all transform and dress her up   
is that right?    
i don’t know    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
i couldn't bring myself to call y/n a dwarf  
i miss you    
aitai    
会いたい 🥺    
i miss you    
ฉันคิดถึงคุณ    
想你    
estou com saudades de voce    
أفتقدك    
“kim chaeyeon, your translation is so slow”    
shh    
quiet    
“love you (in kaede’s tone)”    
love you more (in kaede’s tone)    
hey, come here.    
come here.    
i love you💖    
yeah, missing you is really    
a different kind of love    
maybe even easier and clearer than love itself    
since love is kinda abstract    
missing you is straightforward and honest    
it just means i want to see you right now    
when we meet again    
let’s really enjoy that time together    
let’s have lots of eye contact    
talk,    
express ourselves\~\~\~    
i’m already excited    
ㅠㅠㅠㅠ    
i want to do a fan sign too    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
– no, don’t spend money no but i want to see you no but    
it’s this cycle for me    
you know what i mean…?    
it’s so hard..    
but if i miss you, what else can i do    
i have to see you then    
🥹    
ㄴㄱㄷ (me too)    
ㅅㄹㅎ (love you)    
ㅂㄱㅅㅇ (thank you)    
sleep well    
rest