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y/n\~    
phew ㅠㅠㅠㅠ i finally contacted you  
i missed you  
i got off work, unpacked my clothes,    
and was going to pack my suitcase in advance,    
but to avoid noise complaints from neighbors,    
i just packed my stuff  
and didn’t take out the suitcase\!    
what’s my favorite snack? all of a sudden?    
i replied because it was so unexpected and funny  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
i like kancho  
my favorite snack as a kid  
i don’t eat it much these days    
either straight-up chocolate or plain potato chips    
pringles? no thanks… too salty  
thick, and hard  
❤️    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
it's snack time all of a sudden  
there was a time when they had vanilla-flavored kkokkalcorn,    
and i really liked that    
but i don’t like it anymore…  
i get sick of it if i eat one  
is “sick” the right word?    
when i was young, i loved chocolate  
gummies  
things like that    
but now i don’t crave them    
when i told my mom about it,    
she said  
as you get older, you naturally stop wanting sweet things   
kim chaeyeon: ?? (an older person)    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
questionable 1st defeat  
but it’s not like i love spicy food either…    
i can’t figure out my taste buds    
have you watched chinchin?    
ㅎㅎ    
the final recording was so so  
fun  
and i gave it my all until the very end    
sns photos\! i saw them uploaded it  
i didn’t know that the production staff  
would upload the gift i gave them ㅋㅋㅋㅋ😂🩷🩷    
the separate omelet photo they took was so cute too 🥺💓💓    
over the pass 3 months with the chinchin production team,    
i really got attached to them  
the same goes for youngjae sunbae    
i’ve been doing it since september until the very end,    
so even though it wasn’t much,    
but i felt like i’d regret not doing something to show my gratitude    
so about a week beforehand, i started thinking about what to give them   
i looked around all the cafes near the company up until the day    
and after much deliberation  
i found a nice dessert set nearby    
paid for it, went to the salon  
picked it up after  
and went to mbc 🤟🏻😎💕    
after finishing the final recording  
i left the recording booth  
went to the control room  
to say goodbye  
and shouted, “wait a minute\!\!\! wait a minute\!\!\!”    
before went back to the waiting room to grab the shopping bags   
and ran back in to hand them out    
it was nothing big or fancy… just a small gesture, but... 😢    
everyone loved it so much,    
and it’s a secret who it was  
but a member of the production team even cried… 🥹    
i was more moved by them, really… 🥹💖    
so i asked why they were crying ㅠㅠ    
and gave them a hug  
hehe   
i gave one to youngjae sunbae too\!    
i finished it happily until the last day  
actually, before the final chinchin,    
during the second week of november  
the day of the last recording    
as we finished up and were leaving,    
one of the writers said,    
“your birthday is coming up, but we can’t celebrate it on chinchin. that’s such a shame”    
ㅠㅠㅠㅠ    
so i replied,    
“it’s okay. chinchin is my birthday present… ❤️    
i already received my 20th birthday gift in advance through chinchin”    
ㅎㅎ    
“oh my\~\~\~ how can you say such a sweet thing\~\~\~”    
“what a perfect line\~\~\~ 🤭”    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ that was the vibe  
because they treated me so well and paid so much attention,    
i think i was able to work even harder with a grateful heart\!\!    
*\*20 minutes later\**    
y/n,    
i fell asleep ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ    
oh thank goodness  i woke up  
i should say good night properly  
are you sad you won’t see me on thursday nights anymore?    
ㅎㅎ    
then think of me every day instead  
even if it’s not thursday  
you never know when or where i might show up    
i want to go back to chinchin again  
y/n,    
thank you for watching over me so much.    
because of you,    
i feel like i can sleep happily tonight.    
(♡\>𖥦\<)/♥    
love you