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ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
ha, hi    
❤️surprise live appearance❤️    
💗voice💗    
it was an unexpected call    
the reason? just    
because you’re pretty, so i texted first    
does there need to be a reason    
oh, that’s the reason    
i’m the type to text first if i think someone is pretty    
if a member finds something pretty,    
they tell me    
just to make sure i remind them of it    
ㅎㅎ of course 😉    
handsome comes from having a base of prettiness    
that’s what completes it    
and that’s park sohyun...    
i think    
actually, before talking with sohyun unnie,    
i was chatting with hyungseo unnie    
since it’s the new year, i’ve been exchanging good wishes with friends    
yes, it’s myung hyungseo-nim    
of course hyungseo unnie is doing well    
kang yeseo is also doing fine    
the most shocking thing recently    
was finding out yeso is an adult    
i was already shocked about that    
21 years old ㄷㄷ    
to me, yeso looks even younger than seoah...    
she still feels like a baby to me    
she’s still my precious baby    
y/n, you be a baby too\~    
^^    
babies\~    
right, right    
age doesn’t matter when it comes to being a baby    
that’right   
30-year-old baby    
40-year-old baby    
but isn’t it rude    
for me to call someone a baby?    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ is this right?    
i’ll be respectful…\!    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
okay then    
babies,    
have lots of luck in the new year    
ah, this is weird, i’ll stop now    
“chaeyeon has a mature vibe \~”  
really? do i?    
i always thought i’d stay    
the enternal younger one    
but maybe i do have some unnie energy?    
i thought i’d just be   
“unnie unnie”    
or “oppa oppa”  
forever    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
my dream was    
to be an “ahjussi”    
do you know that meme?    
“what’s so great about  
an ahjussi like me\!\!”    
wait, is this the wrong one    
sorry    
i might’ve learned it wrong...    
sorry about that    
“if i met you at my age,    
??: it’d be amazing”    
is that it?    
but i’m not old enough to deliver that line    
i could probably say it to elementary kids    
ugh    
no, you’re the one who’s supposed to say “it’d be amazing”    
okay...    
i’ll try delivering the line    
y/n, you go first    
go go go go go    
wait, why are you saying “it’d be amazing”    
🐸that’s right  
ribbit it is    
ribbit ribbit    
hahaha    
no, i didn’t say it’s cringey    
why are you acting like that, jagi..    
don’t be madㅠㅠ    
🌊 “back in gapyeong, chaeyeon really liked frogs…    
even during a live, if she saw a frog, she’d get so excited she’d start dancing”    
do i look like i liked it? come on    
hey\!\!\!\!\!    
do i look happy to you?    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅌㅋ    
“do you know fried frog tastes good”    
i really don’t want to know....   
“asmr with jiwoo, is that actually possible?”    
i have no idea what kind of live it is  
we’ll probably hear about it on the day    
asmr    
am i good at it?    
no idea    
anyway, i don’t know   
i’m just happy to be able to do another live    
i’m excited to hang out with y/n    
but didn’t i already do this with jiwoo before?    
why am i doing it again?    
well, whatever    
i just want to see y/n    
camera battery    
i feel a little bad about it  
ㅋㅋ    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
please bring extra ㅎㅎ ❤️❤️    
“but seriously, lately, my second favorite might be kim chaeyeon”    
what does that even mean    
not happy at all……😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤💗    
but the one heart at the end    
means you still like me, right?    
i’m thankful, so here’s a heart    
second favorite…    
y/n    
then,    
if you could date either your favorite or your second favorite,    
who would you choose?    
your favorite, obviously.    
“i heard sohyun was on a live, so i went back to watch it ㅋㅋ”    
hah    
i like this kind of thing    
it’s thrilling    
the reason you went back to watch it    
was me..    
hmph    
fine    
happy new year  
a lot    
dubaduba

today’s recommended song    
wait, let me charge my phone    
okay, it’s not dead yet    
drowning  
woodz sunbaenim    
\~\~    
“all the nominees for gravity came out today  
what were the two songs you mentioned earlier that you were sure about?”    
okay, i’ll tell you now    
it was a and b    
ㅋㅋㅋ    
but with gravity, every time,    
even during rising,    
i picked chaeyeon’s a    
but i liked b too.  
that means rising was my pick as well    
and for gnd and gravity, i thought    
“gnd could take it?”    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
so this time too…    
unless there’s some variable,    
i think my prediction will be pretty accurate    
“chaeyeon can do wav now\~ here’s your certification 👍🏻”    
nope, i’m skipping wav   
i’ll stick with chaeyeon    
so i can ❤️ with y/n    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
my favorite part of “drowning”    
the climax    
“fall  deeper—deeeeperrrrrrr—    
i could fall deeper and dieeeeee—    
here”    
i love that part    
ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ    
i’m going to take my medicine real quick    
cough medicine ㅜㅜ    
for those who heard my voice earlier,    
you might’ve caught it    
i still sound a bit nasally ㅠㅠ    
it’s lasting longer than i thought, geez    
i hope gong yubin got home safely    
she wasn’t feeling well,    
she even had a fever, i think    
ㅠㅠ all the kids are sick    
don’t worry too much though,    
it’ll be fine    
i’ll check in on gong yubam later    
ㅠㅠ    
don’t worry    
“chaeyeon, i’m sick too—sick because i miss you, love-sickness..♡”    
^^^^^%    
hope it never heals    
^^^^^^    
speaking of love-sickness,    
should we listen to it again?    
shinee sunbaenim’s    
*symptoms*   
i liked “*everybody*” from that album    
i remember watching the music video    
on junior naver    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
junior naver even had a music video feature, you know ㅋㅋㅋ anyone remember?    
also, lee hi sunbaenim’s    
*“1.2.3.4”*  
and “rose”    
i liked them too    
brb    
just taking my meds    
hold on\~    
phew    
“chaeyeon, what music platform do you use?”    
right now,    
i’m using  
apple music    
i’ve been going back and forth between melon, spotify, and apple music    
i’ve used melon and apple for the longest time, but    
now i’ve become close with apple    
melon didn’t have many pop songs    
oh, and soundcloud    
soundcloud is like    
a constant sidekick for me    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
i tried spotify briefly too, but    
since i listen to korean music too…    
the way all the song titles    
were in english    
was so annoying    
so i said goodbye  

even for korean songs ㅋㅋㅋ    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
i haven’t tried youtube music    
but i hear people say it’s good    
anyway, one more recommendation    
even though i’ve already mentioned it before    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
damons year   
*josee\!*  
i really liked this since 2019    
damons’ songs are great  
*Yours* is famous  
but *Salty* is good too    
and *what i loved* and *nite*    
i listened to *nite* a lot during tough times before    
i really love it    
the lyrics are also so good:    
"last night,    
the night sky was empty    
it seems that both the sky and the stars were tired and went to rest"    
ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ    
the lyrics are so beautiful    
“are you the type to find a good song and then listen to all the other songs by the same artist? “   
yes, i am    
a good example is  
until high school  
i didn't listen to jazz at all    
then i heard *movie*   
Tom misch    
i fell for it and started searching for more of his songs    
that was when i discovered the charm of jazz    
on the album with *movie*, *Isn't she lovely* is also great    
"isn't she\~ lovely\~"    
“i usually listen to osts because i like how they capture scenes from dramas like postcards, making them memorable for a long time.  
i think that's why i enjoy drama and movie osts. listening to a song can bring back the scents, scenery, and moments of that time, which is why music is so powerful.”    
oho  
let me recommend an ost too    
do you know the drama *the beauty inside*?    
wendy sunbaenim’s *goodbye*    
rothy sunbaenim’s *cloud*   
☁️☁️    
especially when i listen to these two songs  
the scenes from *the beauty inside*  
flash by like a montage of all the sad scenes ㅠㅠ    
and it’s not just about those scenes    
it also makes you remember who you were at that time, watching the drama    
that’s why it feels even more sentimental, doesn’t it?    
like, when i watched that drama, it was a time when i was doing \~, and i used to \~ back then, too\~    
that’s the power of music    
even when *rising* was released, i said  
i hoped this time would become a memory to cherish later    
and really, even just thinking about the early part of 2023 and *rising*,  
it already feels nostalgic yet precious ㅠㅠ    
even *girl’s capitalism* is nearly a year old    
it’s become a memory too    
i feel like *rising* promotions just happened recently  
but everything turns into memories like this    
that’s why  
even this moment now  
talking with you, y/n\!    
someday in the future  
it’ll become another memory    
why am i speaking so formally?    
anyway ㅎㅎ    
we’re steadily building these moments together    
i really liked wonstein sunbaenim’s *your existence*    
“let’s create lots of memories this year too, chaeyeon-ah”    
let’s do that 🫶🏻🫶🏻    
waruruh ♥    
we’ll build it together  
alright ♥ ♥    
me too ♥    
i’m a brick    
okay, brick, love you ♡    
♥ ♥    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
“wavs and chaeyeon here are all building this together 😆”    
exactly ♥    
🌊”i’m leaving now…”    
nooo, sorry    
i’ll do better…    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
“i’m leaving now… kim chaeyeon looks like a woman to me…”    
?    
are you an ally?    
is this a meme?    
don’t know... the 21st century is too hard    
what if i were born in the 22nd century?    
gasp    
that’s so sad    
i wouldn’t be able to see y/n…    
we really met through incredible odds    
everyone, you get it, right?\!?\!?\!?    
“until then, i’ll hang on and survive”    
impressive\~    
“chaeyeon, you’re saying really sweet things today“  
really?    
am i not usually sweet?    
even if i say random nonsense, please still like me    
thank you for that    
*🍑:  but when will my voice come back?*  
*🍑: what if it stays like this after changing so much?*  
*🍑: even when i sing now, it feels like i’m singing with someone else’s voice.*  
*🍑: even just humming doesn’t sound like my usual voice right now.*  
*🍑: i’ve been drinking warm water, but…. when will it return to normal?*  
*🍑: some people asked if i caught the flu, and honestly, it feels similar to that. you know what i mean, right? yeah, that’s how it is.*   
*🍑: actually, when you go to the hospital with a high fever, they test for the flu and covid, don’t they? i got all those tests done because my fever was really high. but everything came back negative.*  
*🍑: so i was like, “huh? huh?” but the doctor said it looked like early flu symptoms that might have shown up as negative.*  
*🍑: he said that if i tested again after some time, it would probably show up as the flu. so i got IV and treatments to bring my fever down and all that. yeah, it was something like that.*  
*🍑: but since it wasn’t officially the flu, they couldn’t prescribe flu medication for me so yeah.*  
chaeyeon’s flu story    
tmi    
*🍑:  what time are you planning to go to sleep?*  
*🍑: i'll sleep around 1 o'clock. i've prepared everything.*

“chaeyeon is always beautiful, in every moment 🥹😘”    
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️    
i love you    
y/n too    
drink lots of warm water, like me    
“i’ll sleep after watching you fall asleep”    
that’s love...    
let’s have a fun and happy holiday    
tomorrow morning, i’m going to get my lashes done    
i’ll dress warmly before heading out ㅎㅎ gloves too\!\!    
i promise not to make my cold worse    
i won’t make you worry    
ㅎㅎ    
goodnight, y/n 🫶🏻    
sleep well, y/n    
i love you too    
💤❤️