y/n, you up?
i can't sleep, just...
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y/n, what are you doing instead of sleeping
ㅎㅎ wanna hang out with me for a bit before bed?
i can't seem to sleep tonight
i just washed my hands
and i don't know if it's because of the new bathroom slippers,
but for some reason,
the way they feel under my feet is so different
and while washing my hands, i thought,
i’m so used to the feel of my old slippers whenever i go to the bathroom,
the way they touch the soles of my feet ㅋㅋ
but since these are new, it feels awkward
it’s just because they’re new, but eventually,
this feeling will become familiar too
as i was lathering up the soap and rinsing off,
i thought, everything becomes familiar with time
a lot of people struggle with change
it’d be a lie to say i don’t get stressed about it either
but i swear, i wasn’t trying to get all serious out of nowhere ㅋㅋ
i was just building up to this
every change is an opportunity for growth,
and while that might be stressful,
eventually, everything will be okay
i saw a funny post earlier, hold on, i'll copy-paste it
💌 omg, i’ve never seen someone put a space after “해” before, did you run this through a grammar checker?
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i'm a korean language master
i've been meticulous about spelling and spacing since i was little
but even i don’t know everything
so whenever i’m unsure,
i look it up
and then it becomes mine 😎
actually, naegeo *(내거)* and naekko *(내꺼)*
doesn’t naekko roll off the tongue better?
but technically, it's supposed to be nae geo…
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still, naekko just feels more natural to say
nae geo is like
*🍑: it's like when you say "you're mine." but “mine” feels more like “you are mine” kind of like a deflated feeling. i think that's the difference*
i’m sure there are things i don’t know
but that’s a good sign
i can just look them up, learn, and move on
not knowing isn’t embarrassing
choosing to stay ignorant is, right?\!
that’s why whenever i write something important,
i always run it through a grammar checker one last time
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life’s the same for everyone, right??
spacing is tricky\~\~
even when i text people other than y/n,
whether it’s on kakao or just casual messages,
even for small things,
i try to keep my spacing correct
not because i have to,
but because it’s just a habit now..
💌 "익숙해지다" *(get used to it)* is an adjective formed by adding "-어지다" to "익숙하다," so you shouldn’t put a space in between
i didn't know that\!\!\!\!\!
just learned something new
so cute at 2 a.m.
what, am i not cute at 2 p.m?
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*🍑: but when i copy and paste the words that wav says and send them, i have to add an emoticon in front of it so it's easier to distinguish them, right? even just now, i was too lazy to do that, and when i sent it without the emoticon, there were many wavs that seemed confusing, right? just now, too, at 2 am, it's cute. the wavs were like, "oh, me," like that, so it's better to add the emoticon, right?*
doesn't adding an emoji make things clearer?
💌 wav, you fool
wav pretended to type that
💌 all the other members add the wave emoji though
yeah, i know
i used to do it too
but at some point,
i wanted to take a different path
maybe it was my rebellious phase
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so i thought about what else to use,
peach was a candidate
but monkeys were a no-go,
because that’s me
🤢 i actually like this emoji,
but someone said it looks like a face right before throwing up,
so i stopped using it
🤢
🤮
and the actual puking emoji is right below it
🤢 and then immediately
🤮
yeah, that confirms it..
the reason i liked this 🤢
did you know that wasn’t part of the original iphone emoji set?
it was added later,
and back then,
i was really into my arched-eyebrow impersonation,
so i thought, "wow, that’s literally me, just with a green face"
and i was like, 🤢 you’re mine
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but i draw the line at actual puking
🥺 people have told me i look like this one a lot
big, round eyes, arched eyebrows
there’s a tripleS song lyric i’m obsessed with these days
it’s not even a recent song
it’s from *generation*
drumroll
it’s the part sung by gong yubin
"너의 시선 하트 강아지" (*t/n: from attention, your eyes, and heart puppy) *
it’s originally just "하트" *(heart)* at the end,
but it sounds like "하트강아지" *(heart puppy)*
go listen to it again
and gong yubin’s tone fits it so well..
when i first heard the demo
and then saw the final korean lyrics,
i just knew
this part was the killing point
*"나는 네가 좋은 걸 하이\~*
*너의 관심 시선 하트강아지🫶🏻💕"*
when i first heard *"decadence"* i was like
"what does that even mean;;"
but it sounds cool, so whatever
💌 you like yubin a lot don't you......ㅠㅠ
it’s not that, i just really like that part and her voice
💌 decadence means moral decay
"윤리적 타락, 이곳으로 날 던져"
what does that even mean?
@ceo
explain yourself
so am i supposed to like decadence kim yooyeon too now?
i messaged her earlier,
and she sent me some weird flirty text,
so i left her on read
then she asked if i dropped my phone,
so now i’m "not leaving her on read" anymore
then she called me and asked why i wasn’t reading her kakaotalk messages,
so i just said,
"i was ignoring you on purpose"
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oh, and something funny happened today
hyerin was asking me to help her pick shoes
so she showed me a bunch,
and the very first pair was
so ridiculously…
elementary school-looking
they were the kind of childish slippers
even an actual elementary schooler wouldn’t wear
bright pink with a bunch of ribbons all over them
i get that she was going for a kitschy vibe,
but she couldn’t have been serious
but then hyerin goes,
"wha?.. unnie..
xinyu unnie is literally wearing them right now, look over there.."
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ so i was like,
"huh?"
and when i looked over at xinyu’s feet,
she was actually wearing the exact same slippers from the photo
thankfully, she didn’t hear what i said
but jeong hyerin was this close to saying my full name in real-time
chaeyeon unnie said unnie’s shoes are elementary schooler ₩&&)@@&₩& something something
so zhouxin this is cuuuute\~\~\~\!\~\!\~\!\~\!\~\!\~\!\~\!\~\!\!\~\!\~\!\~\!)&₩&@&₩&&&
alright, alright, my bad
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ i was just shocked to see you actually wearing them
💌 mega coffee’s açai bowl is supposed to be good
i like açai bowls
i’ll try it sometime
the açai bowl from maison de greek is my favorite
so açai bowls are basically smoothie bowls
made from blended fruit
like a smoothie but without water?
though some do have water in them
but the ones i’ve tried were pure fruit
why is everyone talking about alcohol all of a sudden
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is there an alcohol version of açai bowls too?
oh asahi??
that’s the name of a drink??
highball??
ahhh
so it’s japanese alcohol
honestly, back when i mentioned chamisul on a live,
i got so many questions asking if i was interested in alcohol
but no, i’m not
i mean, how would i even know if i haven’t tried much?
this is making me so frustrated i’m typing faster now
you guys know me
i don’t even like coffee
how could i possibly like alcohol
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i like water
my mom always told me to drink a lot of water,
but it’s harder than i thought
i’m pretty sensitive to the taste of water
if it tastes even a little off, i’m out
i like both cold and warm water,
but filtered water is kinda hit-or-miss for me
apparently, the best water temperature is neither too cold nor too hot
but i guess moderation is key in everything, right?
excess is never good\!\!\!
but cold water is good to help wake me up though ㅠㅠ
whenever i wake up, i wash my hands
you know how people say to wash your face at school if you’re sleepy?
in kim chaeyeon’s world, it’s “go wash your hands” instead ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
how do i wash them, you ask?
well, first, i wet them with water
then, pump some hand soap
lather up
shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo
ah, it’s not that scrubbing hard wakes me up
it’s just that feeling water on my hands snaps me out of it
plus, the act of washing itself makes me focus for a bit
\>\> come to your senses
pretty simple, right?
i should sleep by 3 a.m. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
but wait, what does drunksen mean?
sounds like a scientist’s name
elemental drunksen
the inventor of the foam roller
has a ring to it, doesn’t it?
foam roller developer elemental drunksen
“wait, elemental is a dressing sauce???”
oh, come on???????
it’s a movie\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!
it’s fine, it’s fine, ding ding ding ding ding
come here, let me pat your head
people always figure out i’m sleepy
when i start talking nonsense
lately, i’ve been listening to *actually (penomeco)*
💌 are you listening to the original or pt. 2?
i listen to them in order
and i’ll recommend more good songs soon
i really like devita
and she did a feature on this song
*ballerina*
it’s kind of an ost?
it played in a drama at one point
i remember thinking, “wow, this music is nice”
so i looked it up and added it to my playlist
it’s a short song,
but the music itself is just so good
i also like looking up movie and drama ost albums
like the *sky castle* album
there aren’t many lyric-based songs in it, right?
just background music from the drama
but i still listen to it sometimes
when i do, i really feel like i am yeseo from sky castle
or kang joon-sang
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ you know what i mean, right?
like, i hear a track and think,
“oh, this is the part where yeseo’s mom shows up\!”
or
“this is the teacher’s theme music\!”
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i can’t imagine a world without music
also, in *snowfall*, kwon eunbi sunbaenim’s part is so good… 🥺
no, not the “nuni, wa\! nuni, wa\!” part
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not the rap
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i mean the part that goes, “looking out the window, the snow is falling\~”
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ i actually know a decent amount of rap
even though i don’t really listen to hip-hop
i used to watch *show me the money* with my younger sibling
so there was a time when i knew a lot
i’m not super familiar with rap,
but i liked *breathe*
and i only watched *smtm* season 10
i liked *breathe*
and mbti
my sibling and i used to sing those nonstop
to the point where just making eye contact meant we had to start singing
we were so loud our mom actually told us to stop ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
i even know how to rap *breathe*
today, just close your eyes and breathe\~\~
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
i feel like i expanded half of my sibling’s musical taste
i was always playing idol songs and pop music around the house
so now, compared to back then,
it feels like his music taste has gotten a bit younger ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
everyone’s trying to make me sleep now
when usually they’re telling me not to go
💌 remember two years ago when you stayed on fromm for like six hours?
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i vaguely remember, but not the exact time
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people were like,
"wait, you’re still here?"
two hours later
"wait, even now?"
one hour later
"chaeyeon, aren’t you going to sleep?"
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it was like this
in my memory
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from attention, your eyes, and heart puppy
*🍑: from attention, your eyes, and heart puppy*
*🍑: from attention, your eyes, and dog*
sing one line of *touch* before sleeping?
alright…
*🍑: touch\~*
good night
ㅎㅎ thanks for staying up late and talking with me
since i was here with you at this late hour,
you’ll have a good dream or sleep well now 😙
sleep tight, for real
♥️.♥️
*🍑: \*🎤actually pt2 \- penomeco\**
anyway, actually\~
it was hard because my voice was so low
this is to celebrate my voice coming back
💌 i was so proud i took out my airpods on the subway
and turned the volume all the way up to share it with the people on line 2
..please
thank you for being proud
💌 i only listened with my mom…
for me, that was more nerve-wracking
i can show off in front of strangers easily
but in front of people i know, i get nervous
💌 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ do you know my mom??
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ well, since she’s y/n’s mom…
it’s only natural to want to look good and feel nervous
but behind the scenes…
i couldn’t do it on the live
because of the Asmr issue and my stuffy nose
so i’ll do it now
i just recorded it
🍑: \**🎤beyond the beyond \- tripleS\**
*🍑: but i don't like the last part of the chorus, the inescapable social part, so i'll do it again.*
*🍑: doing it again might be good, but it's my part, so \*🎤beyond the beyond \- tripleS\* bye\~*
*🍑: \*🎤stay \- blackpink\**
blackpink sunbaenim's stayyyyyyy
it’s one of my favorite songs
i’ll stop here
i’m leaving now
y/n, still today, as always…
i… i…
adore you 💓.💓
ㅋㅋ and i changed my profile pic ✌🏻
for real, goodbye, dress warmly, wear your padded jacket