y/n
i'm off work
it's suddenly gotten so cold lately
maybe because it's snowing
mmh
y/n worked hard too
so, one thing that happened today\!
i went to the salon
and while getting my makeup done,
i was chit-chatting with the makeup artists
just small talk, you know?
then one of them mentioned
that they recently watched a sad drama
and cried their eyes out
so they were recommending it to me
and another makeup artist
and the two of them were like,
"omg ㅠㅠ so sad, so touching ㅠㅠ"
but apparently, i was just sitting there blankly
actually, i was actually understanding the story in my head
but then the artist who recommended it was like,
"chaeyeon doesn't seem that sad...
chaeyeon, you're a T, huh?\!
so cold-hearted\~\~"
🤣
so i was like,
"oh no ㅎㅎ it's not that\! i was just processing the story"
but then they said,
"chaeyeon, now that i think about it,
you're kinda cool-headed at work, aren't you?"
at first, they said i was chic
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ so i was like, huh..?
i'm far from chic, and i'm not a T,
“i actually have a higher F ratio"
and they were so shocked
they said i seem like a really rational person
my mbti is now a secret
it's changed\~\~ \>\<
i'm not telling anymore hehe
everyone, just think whatever you want
anyway\!
so i told them,
"i want to be someone cute
like mayu-chan in daily life"
and the ssaems were like,
"but chaeyeon, you're so cold-headed at work"
and well, i admit i'm firm and decisive,
but i never expected the word 'chic' to come up
that was new
so i was like, "huh..?\!?\!?
nooo, i'm just a tiny little bean…"
and in the end, the ssaems and i came to a conclusion together:
i cry a lot when i cry
(of course when i’m alone)
but i'm also cool-headed and rational
but also kind and warm
so, i'm a warm but decisive person
and you know what?
i actually like that about myself
“being cool-headed and rational might just be
a skill you pick up from years of experience”
i guess so...
time and experience can't be ignored
everything has its value
so now,
whenever i get interview questions
about my personality,
i'm just gonna say,
"kim chaeyeon is a warm but decisive person"
😌 i really like it
until now, i couldn't find the right words
to define my personality or vibe
but now that i have,
i feel even more grounded
😌😌😌
i'll spend my whole life
researching and discovering myselfff
y/n, i hope you do great research too
“even though we're the same age, i really respect how you mature by finding yourself
even in the smallest things i want to make you my role model”
wow\~\~\~\~\~\~ am i your role model?
thank you so much
you don’t always have to get inspiration
from big things
some people live their whole lives
inspired by small moments
we're all different\~\~\~\~\~
“chaeyeon, have you ever thought about writing lyrics?
i think you'd be really good at it\!\!\!\!”
lyrics\!\!\!\!\!
i think about it 365 days a year
i even wrote lyrics in elementary school
cafeteria rap lyrics
writing lyrics…
it's probably hard, right?
because it's not just about satisfying myself
but i do think
i really like writing
realizing that i like writing
was actually kind of hard for me…
like, "do i even have the right to like it?"
because i thought
i needed more study, more knowledge,
and had to be smarter
so i hesitated to say
that i liked it out loud
but i actually try to write something
every night before bed
when i was a teenager,
i had so many writing apps on my phone
even some paid ones
when i was younger,
i used to write in a diary by hand
but as time got tighter, i started typing more…
but still,
that’s writing too\!
as long as you write something,
it stays
i'm off to shower nowwwww
let’s talk about writing again next time
your warm but decisive chaeyeon is leaving now😇❤️
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