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y/n\~\~    
hope you have another great day today  
“thanks always for all the pics 😭😭    
i really love lavender chaeyeon 💜💜💜”  
ㄴ i love lavender chaeyeon too hehe and the lenses too \>\_\<    
honestly, vivid colors suit me better    
like just pure red. pure blue.    
those kinds of primary colors suit me  
but sometimes pastels are nice too  
“i was sitting all gloomy in the office but your message cheered me up, thank you 🥹”  
why are you feeling gloomy...    
is it the office itself that brings that feeling..?    
you must be so tiredㅠ    
really, nothing    
comes easy   
but if something's easy, it gets boring eventually    
easy peasy\~\~\~ \>\_\<    
doing hard things is the most fun    
even failing sometimes is fun too    
 just live like that, don’t stop  
👍🏻    
i liked the cherry blossom objekt..    
i remember all the staff complimenting me at the scene  
but i wanna see the final shots too    
i saw it on the monitor  
but still, i hope it doesn’t get overly edited  
that’s just a personal wish  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ  
“i saw you guys had flowers on your faces. didn't that feel itchy? i’m excited to see the photos”  
not itchy at all, actually    
park so-hyun’s hair is the itchiest  
sohyun, she’s a *pro*    
how does she not scratch? please share your secrets  
“when you had the sohyun-hair in the behind pics, you kinda looked like her\~   
is chaeyeon unnie’s face just universal?\!”  
gasp really?    
can i be a wolf too?    
wolves are part of the dog familiy anyway.. ㅋㅋ    
but lately i feel like  
i've aged a bit?    
people keep saying    
my babyface is fading and i look more mature    
everyone says that    
even the members..    
even the management staff..    
and honestly, i kinda agree...    
but maybe that’s just natural, right?    
oh right, even my makeup style’s been changing little by little    
trying out new lenses    
even my eyebrow shape changed    
^\_^    
so yeah…    
i’ll still try to be a baby… just for y/n….    
i like the pure/innocent look…  
“you don’t really look babyish anymore, but you do have that pure vibe.   
i really noticed it when you did that live with mayu”  
pure pure is good\~    
but i think  
chaeyeon back then felt more    
refreshing    
than pure    
because\!    
back in that era    
i’d turn from the back to the front in the intro part, remember?    
and hyoje-ssaem told me,    
“chaeyeon, think of a pocari sweat ad.”    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
he did all this pocari-lighting for me too    
so i went in thinking    
this is an ad…    
i am pocari….    
that’s what i remember    
da da da da\~    
da da da da\~    
ㅎㅎ    
ahhh what a precious memory….    
but somehow    
talking with wav   
from the morning    
feels kinda comforting    
my heart feels a little fuller    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ  
“i have an english test later, what number should i guess”  
solve it properly……    
but i guess that means you don’t know the answer huh    
i’m not gonna say anything……..    
what if you get it wrong because of me    
ㅡㅡ    
nope    
seems like a lot of wavs are taking tests today    
let’s crush it today\!    
someone’s even taking an intro to law test?\!    
you guys… seriously living so fiercely…..

“unnie, i guessed 4 for my GED and got it right,, is 4 the lucky number?\!”  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ is that so?    
back in the day    
everyone used to go “death four death four”    
kids used to say that    
but maybe it’s all nonsense

“what do you usually think about when you’re not practicing these days? i’m curious about your day-to-day”

honestly, i don’t really get alone-time to think lately……ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
march–april is right before comeback    
besides lessons and album prep    
there are still some unreleased schedules too    
so there’s no day off    
and there shouldn't be, at this point    
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ    
hard things are still hard    
but if it was really painful and miserable,    
i would’ve quit already, right?    
i just really like this    
it’s fun  
“i like you just the way you are”  
\~\~\~\~\~\~\~yaaaahhhhh  
“you’re more baby-like than anyone, but also more mature than anyone… i’m jealous 🥹”

true… but i think people who notice things like that in others are just as deep and mature   
i think it's okay to whine internally when things are hard...   
but showing it outwardly doesn’t really change anything, right?    
you just end up passing negative emotions to someone else    
so for me… hmm   
i think i kind of make my own rules   
what’s worth talking about, and what’s not… stuff like that   
there’s so many good messages right now   
wish i could like them somehow..    
i wanna reply to them all 😿    
a lot of people tell me to be careful about bottling things up or hiding how i feel    
but i’ve been living like this for so long    
it just feels natural now    
and everyone has their own way of handling things    
since i started in this industry, i think i naturally learned how to navigate society too    
like… what would a 9-year-old know, right? ㅋㅋ    
but honestly, my parents and i both feel    
really grateful that i’ve kept such a healthy mindset and heart    
so even when i have bad days, i think i get over them pretty fast    
but i still talk deeply with my family, so don’t worry too much\!    
i know really well that i’m not alone\!\!    
my mom is my bestie in life ❤️   
ever since dorm life started… i haven’t been able to tell her about my day every single day like i used to and i miss that 🥲    
but i still call her often so it’s okay hehe    
y/n    
can i drink warm green tea?    
is it good for a cold?    
okay    
i’m not even gonna bother with Naver    
just asking y/n instead ㅋㅋ    
gotta drink lots of water…    
gasp i’m getting dried out huh    
then i’ll just have one cup of green tea    
and drink lots of warm water today

“and this is how we end up chatting more\~\~ i like it. i’ll be chaeyeon’s personal knowledge helper forever”

wah\~ my side 😻💗  
“give me your cold and you get better quick, chaeyeon, \*hyaap\* ⭐️”  
hey    
no    
i don’t want that    
you’re all tea experts now huh    
no    
where do you think you’re going    
hey\!\!\!\!    
i miss you too\!\!\!\!\!\!\!    
i’m mad\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!    
ya\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!\!    
this isn’t kim soomin..    
it’s me…    
🍑: i.miss.you    
i’m actually at the salon right now    
i’m headed somewhere today    
it’s kind of a packed day    
once everything’s done, i’ve got lessons again late in the evening  
“are you looking forward to today? i hope it turns out to be a day you can look forward to, chaeyeon”  
yeah i want to look forward to it too..    
pray for me, y/n, so my throat and nose don’t sound all stuffy    
😌😌    
euuuuugh    
thank you    
💜🪻💜    
should i change my profile pic    
hmm i do like the one i have now    
but the more i look at lavender chaeyeon, the more i like it    
the one i sent yesterday\!    
thinking thinking..    
is your phone wallpaper ra-chae?\!    
yaaah… embarrassing    
profile pic stays for now…    
thinking about posting the bestie selfie on sns.. hehe    
is my current pic too dark?\!    
ok    
***\*photo***    
brightened it    
did i raise it too much?    
i’m not good at this stuff    
i upped the exposure and brightness    
***\*photo***    
left the highlights the same…    
***\*photo***    
what do you think\!    
this is just with the iphone photo editor…    
okay then i’ll change my profile pic and head out 😼    
fighting for today too    
i.l.y