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**06:40 AM KST**  
good morning    
did you sleep well?    
i woke up around 4..    
yeah, i got a little sleep at least    
if our schedule starts in the morning    
it basically means we have to go to the salon in the early morning  
^\_^    
since we’re a 24-member group    
 if we have a morning schedule,  
most people go to the salon in the morning  
but if we’re lucky, we go the night before\!    
still, it’s not all bad  
if you go first, you can sleep in the car after    
even in extreme situations, there’s always a way  
who goes first or later always changes\~    
are we riding the bus again this promotion?    
ㅎㅎ i rode it last year so    
so maybe i’ll have to again this year… who knows  
but who knows    
the bus has its pros and cons   
if you're already tired, sometimes it makes you carsick 🥲    
the pros are…    
you can draw attention\!    
like, “whoa they’re riding a bus…”    
if that gets people talking    
then we’re thankful    
and by “attention,” i mean in a good way, not a bad one    
anyway, it’s been a while since i wrote a fromm at this time    
but a lot of wavs start their day around now    
so i should come here more often    
just now, binnie passed by and from the back    
i thought it was lee jiwoo    
this keeps happening to me    
it’s seriously like the nth time    
i always mix them up    
same brown long hair,  
same height,  
even similar fashion style  
i always tell gong yubin about it    
i always mistake the two from behind    
but i’ve already told both of them this a lot  
“stop talking about other girls and talk about chaeyeon…”  
ugh… sowwy…    
i’m just surrounded by girls all the time ㅠ  
“ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ jealous\!\!”  
huh???? why    
why are you jealous    
what is there to be jealous of  
the only ones y/n should be jealous of are    
the other tripleS members, excluding me, of course\!\!\!\!\!\!\!  
“you get to see kim chaeyeon every time you look in the mirror, i should be the jealous one”  
……    
i’m used to it now  
“i want to be jeong hayeon.. she gets to naturally grab chaeyeon’s attention…”  
……    
so many people    
have been messaging me    
after the kiss incident    
saying things like   
“did your heart flutter for real”    
“did you enjoy it”    
and so on    
ugh…    
some even said    
“you looked pretty happy in that video”ㅋㅋ    
like excuse me    
some even asked  
if i was just pretending to hate it and act shocked    
and apparently    
i  
was the one who leaned in first    
are you kidding me    
ugh seriously    
let me explain    
i really didn’t think she’d actually go for it    
like come on, it was a stage    
so i leaned in thinking    
“no way she actually will, right? ㅋㅋ”    
but then she did   
and it actually touched    
anyway   
i took medicine    
on an empty stomach    
so now    
i feel super queasy    
if anyone knows how to handle this    
thank you…    
so many answers wow    
this is why i don’t use chatgpt    
the reason i took it on an empty stomach is…    
right before pickup at dawn    
i was half-asleep    
but i was like “i gotta get better fast..\!”    
and since i’m used to taking tylenol and painkillers on an empty stomach  
i just took the prescribed meds like it was nothing 🥺    
then i got to the shop   
and started feeling super nauseous and was like what’s going on?    
and the makeup artist, who knows i have a cold, asked    
“chaeyeon, did you take the meds on an empty stomach?”    
and i was like… oh… yeah…  
so right now i’m eating an egg    
but    
i still feel off… sorry    
for saying all this    
but it helped a lot…    
i’ll be okay right…?    
also my fingertips are freezing    
i thought maybe i had indigestion but    
manager: how can you have indigestion if you didn’t eat?    
oh right    
then why are my hands so cold?\!    
maybe just because it’s cold…?    
hm…    
why do i feel like i have indigestion anyway  
but there’s nothing in my stomach to throw up    
wouldn’t it just be stomach acid..? if i do    
sorry for mentioning  
“stomach acid” on fromm    
can’t believe i just said that    
i’ll stop with the gross talk now  
i won’t even mention throwing up again  
waaaahhh    
anyway    
just wanted to say    
i’ll let you know if i feel okay    
so you don’t worry    
i should sleep a bit while we’re on the move, right?    
yubam was like    
“unnie, try getting some sleep first”    
and lynnie held my hand tight..    
she went “unnie, does it hurt..? 🥺”    
“your hands are really cold ㅠㅠ”  
“gasp, you took medicine on an empty stomach?\! 🥺”  
too cute 😭  
oh and to my manager    
i said    
“but if i throw up now…    
won’t the medicine come up too..?”    
and manager said: the medicine’s already been absorbed, only the coating would come out now.    
i mean, i knew that too    
but i felt so nauseous    
my brain just blanked out for a second  
“the pill coating has to dissolve for the actual meds to be absorbed, right”    
yeahyeahyeahyeahyesss\!\!\!  
that’s what i meant when i said it    
i only took the meds not long ago\!\!    
goal is to not throw up if possible..    
wait i said i wouldn’t say “throw up” anymore    
but i keep bringing it up  
ugh.. i’ll drink some water    
close my eyes    
and try to sleep    
i’ll text you again\!    
y/n, do your thing too    
sleep more if you want    
good luck at work    
or school    
fighting  
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

02:04 PM KST  
나  
갠차나..  
y/n  
걱정할까바  
이겨낸다.  
y/n도 오늘 파이팅