**10:01 PM KST**
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today’s mcountdown stage background said“are you alive”
that’s something i wrote
before going up for the live, i told nakyoung unnie backstage,
“unnie, i wrote that”
and she straight up did not believe me
like, “what are you talking about\~\~\~ mcountdown must’ve written it\~\~”
i’m like, hello?? i came up with aya’s title too
i even wrote the english title back then;;
and even after rewatching the stage
she still wouldn’t believe me ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
someone please go to kim naki’s fromm and tell her
that the “are you alive” english text on stage today
really was written by me ^^
“but if she had believed it right away just because i said it,
wouldn’t that actually feel a little underwhelming? if it were me, i’d be a bit miffed ㅋㅋㅋㅋ”
nah i don’t really mind stuff like that..
as long as the facts get across, i don’t really care about the emotions tied to it
life lesson learned here:
the truth always comes out eventually…
there’s no such thing as an eternal secret
everything returns to where it belongs…
so there’s no need to rush\!
“chaeyeon looked so pretty in that very first one-shot today
i almost screamed”
gong yubin said i looked pretty in the intro when they caught me on camera
she said she liked that even more
brat
“chaeyeon being way too T“
..it’s not ‘cause i’m a T
even when i was an F, my mindset was always like this
“lately your face is getting so pretty it’s kind of scary“
am i scary…?
“when your eyes were closed and then you suddenly opened them: i gasped..”
i paid a lot of attention to that
i felt a bit unsatisfied with the first pre-recording on music core last time ㅠㅜ
“come back to being an F\~”
puhaha
the part that moved me the most today was when you did the choking gesture in “but why am i breathless” ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
haa that partㅠ
since we wrapped up week 1 well
i’m planning to change up the gestures a bit from week 2
i tried it out today at music core’s pre-recording
and i’ll keep working on it
i know i’ve only been leaving short messages lately..
but even these little moments talking with wave mean a lot to me
i’ll message you again tomorrow\! sleep well, better than me\! 😻