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**08:14 pm kst**  
y/n hi  
this is kim chaeyeon, 2nd gen musical acting major at seoul institute of the arts high school  
today’s tmi:  
i brought my actual high school name tag to use as a stage prop hehe  
mine says “musical acting department” right on it 😉  
“chaeyeon’s name tag was so clear to see\!\! lol”  
you saw it well? then my plan was a total success 🤭  
“when i saw it i was like “oh she really brought the real one’”  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ i made sure to pack it well  
that’s how serious i am about the stage..  
every part of it  
i pay attention to every detail, especially for this comeback  
but it was a surprising shock that out of 24 people, there wasn’t a single one from arts high school ㅋㅋ  
when we all tried on the uniforms, mine was the only one with a brown tone  
the members all said mine was pretty  
but kim soomin said it looked like poop  
that kid seriouslyㅏㅏㅏㅏ  
such an elementary schoolerㅏㅏ  
really, all the other members said it was pretty…  
only she… said… pp ㅇ ㅇ……  
“chaeyeon, have you thought about getting bangs?”  
nope\~ not really.. my forehead is way too pretty  
would be a shame to cover it  
maybe i’ll bring them down sometimes? just once in a while?  
but bob hair is definitely doable\~ i had it for so long lol  
but seriously, my forehead is the prettiest part of me  
“do you prefer long hair or short hair on yourself?”  
honestly, i could rock a buzzcut, my head shape is that nice  
i’m thinking of a bun tomorrow..  
with neat little baby hairs styled nicely on the sides hehe  
for the outfit, compared to the others who are more hip  
i think mine’s more on the soft and pretty side  
but for this comeback i’ve had long straight hair a lot  
tucking one side behind my ear ㅋㅋ  
i did that a lot but i don’t regret it  
it was a total cheat code  
like, it really brought out my natural beauty…  
i realized during this "are you alive" comeback  
that straight hair is the style  
that best shows kim chaeyeon’s natural face  
but today’s outfit is a uniform so i’m going with  
straight hair again  
tomorrow i’ll try tying it up  
still deciding between ponytail vs bun  
we’ll see  
see you tomorrow  
early goodnight 🫠

**10:55 pm kst**  
i just washed up  
actually, the behind-the-scenes of today’s school uniform outfit  
wasn’t the company’s idea  
it was mcountdown who first suggested it  
they said it’d be nice if we performed in our actual school uniforms  
“big mcountdown  
cool mcountdown  
shiny mcountdown”  
the stage felt even more meaningful with 24 members  
since we were all students once (some still are)  
“some of yall told the truth about the uniforms  
and some… didn’t… so it was funny”  
i just stayed quiet and observed ㅋㅋㅋㅋ  
wanted to see how far people would believe it  
but yeah, the fact that i brought my real old name tag  
as a prop deserves some praise  
🫳🏻🫳🏻🫳🏻  
and it didn’t just have “kim chaeyeon” on it  
but also “musical acting department” written above it, which made it even better  
truthfully, back in high school i was kind of embarrassed by that  
it didn’t matter inside school since everyone was in some department  
but outside…  
having “musical acting department”  
and “kim chaeyeon” on a name tag  
felt a bit cringy back then  
but now that i’m in my 20s, putting on that same uniform  
and pinning on that name tag i used to feel shy about  
just made me genuinely happy  
it felt strange in a good way  
the other members were like “whoa acting department? it even says it on your name tag” hahaha  
i was so happy to relive those high school days  
thank you, mcountdown  
i love you  
“even without the name tag, weren’t you already super famous back then?”  
ah that reminds me  
let me tell you a little behind-the-scenes story from my high school days  
at our school, not wearing your name tag to school meant penalty points  
one time, i forgot mine and went to school without it  
a teacher   
(who was actually pretty close with me, we talked a lot)  
asked, “chaeyeon, where’s your name tag?  
you can’t be without it\!”  
and i’m someone who really values manners and etiquette  
that’s just how i was raised…  
so i answered,  
“it’s okay. my face is my name tag.”  
my face is the name tag.  
and the teacher just burst out laughing  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ  
but rules are rules, so i still apologized and headed to class  
i remember that clearly  
there’s a similar story about ebs too  
i worked there for 2 years and 3 months straight  
no live broadcasts on weekends, but we still had shoots sometimes  
anyway, to get in, you have to scan a card key on the first floor  
the doors and elevators won’t work without it  
i obviously had my ebs id badge  
got it from when i became “hani”  
i think i still have it at home i never returned it, kept it for memories  
and since the ebs building had just opened around that time,  
my badge number is one of the very first  
kinda rare, you know? hehe  
anyway\! the staff usually wear their badges around their necks  
but i didn’t need to  
i had to wear costumes and be on camera  
so i only used the badge to open doors and take the elevator  
but sometimes i forgot it  
and when that happened, i’d go to the front desk in the lobby  
to sign in and get a visitor pass  
but the front desk people eventually got to know me  
they’d go,  
“oh you’re hani-nim, right?  
just go ahead\~^^  
your face is the pass\~^^”  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ always like that  
and later on, when i approached them  
they’d just say “go on in\~\~”  
and then eventually, they didn’t even say anything  
i’d walk up with my trademark smile, and they’d just hit the door unlock button  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ i started with a name tag story  
and ended up telling you an ebs id badge story too  
thanks, mcountdown. truly.  
“hearing your stories, it really feels like you were always loved and appreciated…   
it warms my heart”  
🫶🏻🫶🏻 it was such a warm, family-like environment  
boni hani is like another family to me  
actually, all the fixed programs i’ve done in my life have been blessed with good vibes  
i’m so grateful they always treated me kindly  
hehe  
“delicous class”… “quizmon”…  
so many old memories are bubbling up  
those two were both sbs shows, by the way  
before i was hani unnie, i was dalkom unnie ㅎㅅㅎ  
now i’ve become iseul noona  
if you’re curious about my filmography or career  
look up “kim chaeyeon” on naver  
and just to quietly brag  
i’m the only tripleS member with two official job titles on naver:  
singer, actress 👉🏻👈🏻  
i think the “actress” part has been there since my busters days  
i did quite a few roles as a kid  
you’ll find all that on naver’s filmography page ㅋㅋ  
alright, i’m heading to bed now to prepare for tomorrow  
you sleep well too, y/n\!  
my nickname will go back to normal tomorrow.. enjoy this while it lasts  
“to: musical acting department 2nd gen, senior kim chaeyeon  
you’re so beautiful, would you date me? anonymous”  
go to sleep….