**11:40 PM KST**
did you watch casscool well?
summer night objekt behind also came out huh
actually that day i monitored it and wasn’t satisfied with myself..
so even during the interview i said something like, i hope the selection comes out well
normally chaeyeon would be like, i look good, i’m a goddess, my face is the best
but after monitoring i strangely turned serious and dark
you can kinda feel it right
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
hm. yeah. i did what i could. now let’s trust the selection
so.. yeah i said it like that in the interview
but it’s not that i’m being negative at the end, of course i did like the light makeup ㅎㅎ
innocence is the best\~
round and round it comes back to innocence
but since i know myself the best
when i saw today’s behind
from the monitor scene i thought ah kim chaeyeon went into serious mode and got filmed
“today you were simply the prettiest in casscool.”
ㅡㅡ❤️
like there weren’t plenty of pretty people there huh
*“cheayeon besides peach what fruit are you?”(cn)*
i’m apple 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎
“but every time in the crowd, i always spot you first. because you’re shining with beauty”
thank you. that’s because you love me so you find me first.
it’s an honor.
“you’re always goddess-level pretty so don’t worry about anything\~”
okay. i won’t worry\~
“curious abt today’s casscool tmi\!”
it was so hot i couldn’t tell if it was water or sweat
but i think sweat….. the sunlight just beamed downㅠ
i’d rather have been drenched in water
*“do you want me to get you a towel like last time?”(en)*
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ yes please bring me one
actually let me spill one summer night objekt behind
that day i forgot to bring my lenses
so zhou xin lent me hers
but mine are plano lenses and xinyu’s were prescription
wow i got so dizzy
experience xinyu’s eyesight
but i only wore them for shooting
so no strain on my eyes at all
i took them right out anyway
i couldn’t see well in front
even without seeing properly i still shot objekt and behind and all
people don’t know i can’t see ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
i just had to do it
this is only my personal situation\~\~\~
as for my eyesight i don’t really know, i wear non-prescription lenses
i don’t wear glasses
i do have corrective glasses but
i don’t use them much
“usually i don’t see well... but when i look at you, only you appear crystal clear.”
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ eek
“after casscool did you have something refreshing?”
i drank water
my phone died so i went to charge it
“chaeyeona if i
ㄴㅁㄴㅁㅁㅁㅁㄴㄴㅁㄴㅁㄴㅁㄴㅁㅁㄴㅁㅁㄴㅁ
… like you what should i do..?”
then just like me
keep on.
enjoy it
if you like me
then that’s enough
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ since i went to casscool they’re worried if i drank cass beer ㅋㅋㅋ ㅠㅠㅠ
then why didn’t i do a mud pack at boryeong mud festival
because i was working\~
well i’m an adult so it’s not a problem
i just don’t really like alcohol
“gosu) kim chaeyeon doesn’t like alcohol”
yup…
ㅠㅠ moderation in everything wav got it?
“i loved chaeyeon in primary colors, blue suited you so well”
i’ve started to like blue more too
i love any primary colors
especially red and blue
i always get told they suit me
“is there anything chaeyeon doesn’t suit”
like green juice, that doesn’t suit me
“a taegeuk girl huh” *(t/n: found on kr flag and emblem)*
right i even suit the korean flag
“what’s your personal color????”
i never tested it so i don’t know but my makeup artist says
i can do cool summer, cool winter, even spring warm makeup works but not the best
but i’m probably closest to cool summer?
honestly it doesn’t matter to me
“kim chaeyeon’s personal color is just pretty”
kya kya kya
should i sing for you
i’m bored, i should sleep though
*🍑: song*
i gotta leave at 6:30 later
ㅠㅠ
you’ll say i should sleep right
i know i should
but i’m still here talking with you
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
“you’ve got schedules every day, are you okay...??😭”
i really went to the shop every day this week without missing once
no no
for me working hard is joy and happiness
i like having lots of work
i’ve been like that since i was little
let me brag
ah this kind of thing is cooler when another member says it ㅋㅋ
but today after casscool, maybe the others already forgot
but my girl cap nien part
i learned it once and went on stage
like in 20 minutes?
learned on the spot and memorized all the moves
i was like can i really do this?
but i did
the teacher and all the members were surprised
even i was surprised at myself
i needed to finish quickly so the others could get off work tooㅠ
so i was proud of myself for that
but i don’t usually say things like this myself ㅋㅋ
i was gonna skip over it but
hmm just today
i kinda wanna show off a little
nakyoung unnie said to me
“if you had only studied, you would’ve done really well too. as expected, smart kids are just…”
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
but yeah i do memorize kind of fast
whether it’s lines, text, choreo, whatever
and when i memorize quickly and accurately
then actually get the result
that feeling is just so thrilling
those have been my thrilling moments since i was young
and when i even pull it off well, how happy do you think i get
“i totally fell for your on-the-job moment”
ㅎㅎ when i work i take it more seriously than anyone
if it needs to be done, i’ll do it
“through you i realized that people who are genuine about something always shine\~🫶🏻”
✨🩷✨🩷💖
of course, there are times it doesn’t work out too
how can you always win
but losing can be fun as well
the important thing is
whether you stop there or not
we’re human, so we can’t always do well
we don’t even know what’ll happen tomorrow
it’s okay to lose, but
if you give up, that’s really the end
but then again, some kinds of giving up
also require courage…
nothing is ever 100% right
the thought i’ve had the most since turning 20 is
my own thoughts
not a joke, i mean it ㅋㅋ
what i mean is
in my teens, i paid more attention to others than to myself
not that now i’m like extreme egoist “me only”, not like that
but now i think about what i like
what makes me happy
what influences me
and i reflect on that
then my self-confidence gets stronger
i don’t get shaken by outside environment or changes
because i have my center\!
and i hated this, like in interviews
“chaeyeon, what do you like?”
“what’s your hobby?”
questions about me
when i had to describe myself
i hated being at a loss for words
if i know myself well
then when i get those questions i should be able to answer right away
so i actually have a memo just for that
“kim chaeyeon report for myself”
what makes me happy
what i dislike
what stresses me out
etc etc
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
sorry for suddenly getting serious
but what can i do, this is who i amㅜㅜ
“it’s okay, this is originally the place to say everything you want”
no, i should still choose my words carefully
but i’ll share serious stories like this often
ㅎㅎ
i always think a lot\~\~ ㅎㅎ and i really like that i’m this kind of thoughtful person
so sometimes i envy people who are more simple-minded
but i think i need to think a lot to make the best choices and decisions
still, moderation is key here too
too much worry and thought only brings pain
even if you think a lot
the point is whether you organize those thoughts well
and finally draw a positive conclusion and put it into action, or not
“people are supposed to fangirl/fanboy themselves to live less depressed.
if you know what you like and what you don’t,
you can develop what you like more, and avoid what you dislike as you go.”
that was such a good line i just had to reply
hmm what hair should i do tomorrow
okay
i’ll make it pretty……..
i’m going to sleep now
thanks for listening to me ramble
you sleep well too wav
❤️🍎😘