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**08:42 PM KST**  
y/n  
what are you doing  
i hope you’re spending a nice chuseok while watching my self-filmed content 😘  
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this is fog on the car window that formed in a perfect heart shape  
it reminded me of you, y/n  
i looked up and saw it shaped exactly like that  
so i went click click and took a picture ㅎㅎ  
and it wasn’t just a plain heart ❤️  
it was this kind of heart ❣️  
enjoy the rest of tripleS arcade too\~  
happy chuseok ❣️

**10:29 PM KST**  
***\*photo***  
i kept taking screenshots of myself in secret base because i looked so pretty…  
do i… love myself?  
“if i had that face i’d do the same”  
…i’m not abnormal, right?  
“if i had that face i’d love myself a lot too”  
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these days all the content coming out looks just how i want it to  
even the chuseok content came out the way i liked, but it’s a bit of a shame because it was filmed when i wasn’t in the best condition…  
i feel like i couldn’t work as hard as i wanted to ㅠㅠ  
so i was disappointed  
but thank you my people  
“but even that tired look was good…”  
yeah i think so too… i feel like people like it when i show kim chaeyeon the person  
instead of kim chaeyeon the entertainer  
i’m thankful for that.. ㅎㅎ  
this chuseok content especially seemed to show more of human kim chaeyeon  
today in the objekt behind-the-scenes too my part looked pure and clean and i liked it ㅎㅎ  
“the banter with nakyoung was so fun. you…♡?”  
i’ll give you one spoiler about that unnie.  
i don’t know if it’ll show in the remaining footage, it might get edited out  
but later on she climbed on top of me to beat me  
if you don’t see that scene it means it got cut ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ  
ㅎㅎ if you’re curious  
please watch the chuseok content till the end  
“nakyoung unnie feels like your younger sister”  
nakyoung unnie  
tried calling me unnie once.  
but she’s also been in society since she was young  
that’s what i like about her  
she’s good at getting love from adults  
i really like and admire that about her  
“that’s a common point with you\!”  
right  
i actually told her that before too, that i like that about her  
“i can see that when you’re loved you do even better   
and want to do even better, it makes me want to love you”  
i’m totally that kind of person..  
this is basically the description of kim chaeyeon  
i’m the type who does even better when complimented  
this is where people split  
some people feel burdened by praise vs. some do even better  
because praise can feel like it includes expectations,  
and then you worry you can’t live up to them, or you feel pressured  
but i’m the complete opposite  
when i’m praised i automatically do better  
for me it’s motivation and the source of my confidence  
so i end up doing even better  
“unnie, your research about love is always so serious… 🤔”  
that’s right… i’m someone who believes humans can’t live without love  
love takes many forms  
even the work i do, i can’t do it without love  
everything runs on my love and affection  
so for humans, to live, love is necessary  
i want to keep doing work that makes my heart beat  
“at least please… keep living while doing what you love 🙏”  
yes\!  
i am, and i will keep doing that\!\!  
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(❁´▽\`❁)\*✲゚\*