**01:03 PM KST**
y/n\~ the last lunch of the year\! are you having a good one?
i'm getting ready to leave soon for pickup\!
today's pickup time was later than usual so i was planning to sleep in without an alarm but my eyes opened at 9😂
actually i had a nightmare\! but dreams are the opposite, right? so it's actually good🤭
today is the last day of being twenty two
the last day of 2025
and the last day of the solo leveling performance😁
twenty three, which i've waited for so eagerly since my teens, is right around the corner\!\!
i'm a bit worried i might be disappointed because i'm looking forward to it so much\!
but i'm an adult now who knows how to not be disappointed as much as i anticipate and how to not be shaken\!\!
it'll be okay😁😁
but even if i get a little shaken, by my side
i have y/n so it's okay, right?\!
so i'm just going to look forward to it however i want huhu
**03:02 PM KST**
“you're going to film a 23 reel, right”
eung\! i kinda want to do something with iu sunbaenim's twenty-three ㅋㅋ
i still haven't decided what to listen to for the first song of the new year
recommend something\!
there's a lot of i am the best
but it's too common and obvious..
and i feel like i'd really go out a lot
like i'd leave the dorm a lot
and wander around outside ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
it's a joke, a joke ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
so i don't like it.. i don't like common things
there are a lot of good song candidates
“i just shuffle my entire playlist and whatever comes on is like my fortune?
like, ah this is my song of the year... that kind of feeling”
what if something like diablo comes on…
the lyrics say it's worse than hell
i said earlier i don't want to be shaken but the lyrics say 'actually i'm a little shaken\~\~' and it's even my part;;
human-disqualified yomchae,,
“then let's listen to rising”
that reminds me of new year's of 2023
i went up a mountain with the kids at dawn and watched the sunrise and stuff..
i had just turned twenty then so i saw the sun and screamed
so what should i listen to for the first song..
i'll listen to the national anthem
no, for i am the best
i feel like i'd really just go out a lot
for as you wish
i've already listened to it as the first song in my teens so that's out
“let's just listen to bubble gum girl, how about that”
no, i'd chew a lot of gum
and my mom didn't let me chew it.. of course now i live in the dorm so i can chew it but..
gum restriction?\!
um probably jaw muscle development? anyway she said it would make my face shape not pretty
so i think she didn't let me eat it
i was also banned from coffee
and i didn't have any delivery apps
kinda like an implicit rule? 😁
so after joining tripleS
and starting dorm life, i downloaded baemin
as for coffee, she just banned anything that would interfere with my height growth
it's not that you won't grow if you drink coffee, but if you drink coffee you can't sleep \> if you can't sleep when growth hormones are released \> that leads to your height\!
she also banned late-night snacks entirely..
ah, but it's not that i drank a lot of milk..
anyway when i lived at home
when i was a baby, she even rolled? my head when i slept
to make my head shape pretty
and because she said it would make my face wide
so i guess that's why my head shape is a sphere now
if you hit it like a ball, my head would roll
and before bed every night, she would massage my knees and places that are good for growth
so there were a lot of restrictions
but i was used to it so i just lived with it
curfew?\! i didn't really have one though
but there was nothing that would have required a curfew either
“your first dorm life must have been very fascinating hh”
that's right, even when i was in busters i didn't live in a dorm and commuted from home so
after becoming tripleS i had a lot of new experiences
the big ones were downloading the baemin app, being able to drink coffee, and not having a mom to chatter with before bed. i have to write in my diary alone and sleep.
that's about it?
of course i can talk to the members\! but i'm mostly the one who listens to the kids' stories..
and with my mom, i chatter about every little thing ㅋㅋㅋ it would be hard to find someone who would listen to all my tmi\~\~😁
so with our members
i'm more of the listening type\!\!
soomin and hyerin really chatter a lot
yeonji also talks to herself a lot, so if you react to that once, it's chatter time
yeonji has even talked in her sleep many times.. i'm sometimes scared
she says something something above me
she's just sleeping
hayeon?\!
as for hayeon
it's a bit scary whenever she comes to my room
once she's here, she stays for a while before leaving
kim chaewon is usually not like that, but then she'll suddenly throw a serious confession and run\!
still, the least noisy one is chaewon..
“what about your ex-girlfriend and yubamie?”
nien is also usually calm, and yubamie is usually more noisy
“still no current girlfriend?”
what are you talking about, my present is
y/n
i'm out of the salon and now leaving for mokdong\!
i'm embarrassed so i'll change the subject
aung, it's cold
this winter i was planning to not wear my ugly.long padded jacket and only wear other outers but
i was forced to wear only the long padded jacket, heuk
in times like that, kim chaeyeon
packs one long padded jacket
and also packs another outer.
i'm in the car\!
now i'll go to cosmo room
i have to go reply now
**04:52 PM KST**
my going-to-work song today is
say my name's iLy\!
my friend shuie's song 🫰🏻🩷🩷
that's right, shuie made a comeback kuku
she's pretty
“did you get close on idol radio last time???”
shuie got my number…h
our eyes did meet a lot that day
lynn also has a friend in say my name, me and her got introduced through her friend\>lynn
later shuie said that on idol radio i was pretty so she kept looking at me
i thought shuie was pretty too
but it turned out we're the same age so we decided to talk comfortably
and our salon was the same so we met often kuku