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**08:54 AM KST**  
y/n did you sleep well?  
my pickup is at 7:30 so  
i woke up earlier and i'm at the salon now\!  
“are you in the 2nd group today?”  
the fansign is with 12 members so there's no first or second group..  
“did you sleep well chaeyeon\~?   
it's nice seeing your pfp when the message comes through, really ㅋㅋ”  
😘🤍🤍 really?  
“it was nice getting a message as soon as i opened my eyes today”  
oho a chaeyom fromm in a dazed state  
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dazed wavs  
cute  
“i'm watching fromm during a work meeting, isn't that cool”  
oh that's cool but  
first you should  
put your phone down, no?  
nah.. you probably have your own way  
“chaeyeon you woke up early, aren't you dazy?”  
eung i'm a total morning person so  
unless it's promotion period i'm wide awake\!  
“i used to be a morning person,   
but ever since i had to wake up at 4:30 every morning for work,   
i'm no longer a morning person😩😩”  
i get tired when i go out at dawn during promotion periods but since promotion periods are temporary…  
people who go to work and school at an early hour every day are really amazing…  
seriously respect..\!\!  
it's okay for me since it's only during promotion periods\!\!\!  
it's not hard, it's temporary ㅋㅋㅋㅋ  
everyone must have accumulated fatigue so  
i hope you rest well on your day off🥺🥺  
i'll give you an a rec today  
morning song recommendation 🤭  
*Lauv \- Feelings*  
i like this song and it's playing at the salon right now so  
i'm recommending it to y/n too🤭  
“what's the vibe for today's hair and makeup? can you tell me a little?”  
wav was good yesterday so i'm doing waves today too  
tomorrow i might do a half-up  
“it was pretty yesterday”  
really? hehe  
y/n you get strength for today too\!  
fighting 🫰🏻🫰🏻🩷🩷🩷

**10:53 AM KST**  
but you know  
since the end of last year i've been obsessed with this 🫰🏻🫰🏻 emoji  
i think i've used it a lot\!  
and y/n  
who's on my fromm  
it seems like a lot of people  
use 🫰🏻🫰🏻+ various colored hearts  
i see it a lot  
this is love, right?  
uwaaaah  
🫰🏻🩷🩷  
i'm happy.. what is this  
as expected, you can't be happy every day but  
there are happy things every day  
giving y/n even greater happiness\!  
it's one of my 2026 goals  
“no, chaeyeon has to be happy every day”  
no, i can't be happy every day  
ㅋㅋㅋit's not that i'm being firm\!\!  
if i use flowers as an analogy  
flowers can't grow just by seeing the sun  
they have to get rained on  
and when the rain stops you see a rainbow  
if you're happy every day  
i don't think you know its value  
suddenly in serious chaeyom mode  
hh  
but i love and agree with this saying so much that  
i say it often to the people i like  
since y/n is someone i like\!  
i'm telling you\!🤭🫰🏻🩷  
my hair and makeup finished a bit early so  
a little bit of  
a worry-counseling time\!?  
even small things are fine  
if you leave a small worry or something like that comfortably  
i'll try to reply  
“i'm worried about my lunch menu”  
you seem happy…  
it's cold so eat cold soba noodles  
fight fire with fire  
it's a joke, have udon  
ㅋㅋㅋ  
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cold beats the cold  
i'm going to reply to a few now\!  
i'll call all the unnies, oppas, and dongsengs  
'you' for a moment..  
in case you're thinking, she's younger than me, why is she calling me 'you'  
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ  
“these days i've been thinking about what it means to be good at work   
and what it means to be bad at it. i lived with praise for 7 years so i thought i was better than others, but lately i've come to think that i'm just an ordinary person.  
but as i think that, i feel a sense of urgency about how i can do better, and at the same time, i feel a sense of stability that i'm ultimately the same as others. people are so full of fear and so amazing”

actually, the hardest thing is to be ordinary  
the standard of being good or bad is different for everyone, right? if your own standard for evaluating yourself is high, you might doubt whether you're doing a bad job even if you're doing well. but i'm sure someone is looking at you and thinking that you're a cool person who's good at your job. because you're someone who has been acknowledged by those around you for a long time of 7 years\! but even so, the fact that you're not satisfied and are checking yourself and reflecting on yourself is a very healthy worry, and i think you're a person who will continue to grow in the future

“i think it's good to have multiple outlets for happiness.   
it doesn't have to be a person, and it doesn't have to be anything grand\!\!   
like wearing a favorite perfume or going to a new cafe”

i think so too  
showering with a body wash with a scent you like before bed, the perfume you sprayed before going out lingering on you all day, or accidentally discovering a pretty alley  
there are more small happinesses you can find in daily life than you think, right? but what's important here is\!\! the person who can discover them and feel that happiness, however small, is the cool person who can truly make that happiness their own👍🏻🍀

“i'm graduating and looking for a job, so i applied to some decent companies at the end of last year,   
but i haven't heard back yet so i'm anxious. but my birthday is in march, so i really want to get a job before then, and maybe that's why i've become more impatient.   
how can i shake this off and if i get an interview, how should i prepare”

your birthday is in march so first of all, happy birthday in advance\!  
i think everyone can relate to wanting to achieve a desperate goal like a gift to yourself before a special anniversary  
being anxious means you're that desperate, right?  
don't be impatient, how about slowly planning the priority of what you need to do from now on? in a way, you're smartly using this painful time to your advantage. this period can be painful, but since nothing in the world is forever, it will eventually pass. i'm sure you'll look back on this time of preparing for your future employment and having many worries as a memory. the fact that you're already having these worries means you're someone who will succeed. people around you might say not to get tired and to cheer up, but it's okay to get tired\! you can get tired, you just have to get up again

“i recently quit a job i've been doing for a long time in my major, and i'm worried about whether to continue this work or find a new one. in my heart, i want to continue this work, but i also feel tired and worried about the future. should i find a dream or just look at reality”

having a major and doing it for a long time is really cool..   
you must have quit because of realistic circumstances, right?  
i think many people can relate to this worry  
there's no right answer, but i hope you do what you want to do. if you end up doing a job you don't want, you'll still have lingering feelings in a corner of your heart, so it will keep coming to mind. and the long years you've spent are a precious asset to you that no one can ignore. besides, you're a major\!  
it's not bad to stop for a moment and look back. the more carefully you think about anything, the better choice you can make. it's also okay to do another job and then go back to your original major. you already had something you were doing, and even if you start again, you'll get back in the swing of things quickly

“chaeyeon-ah what should i do when i feel like i'm so so much behind than my peers...ㅜㅜㅜ”

there's nothing worse than comparing yourself to others. it hinders your self-development and eventually you'll just eat away at yourself  
actually, the standard of being behind is different for everyone, so i think it's okay to be behind? but this is my standard, and you'll have your standard too. the important thing is, when you feel like you're behind, it's the difference between giving up or starting. if you think about it differently, it can also be an opportunity to discover what's important to you  
also, one thing is certain, everyone has their own time. everyone goes through trial and error, and just like that, everyone gets an opportunity too. but that opportunity is seized by those who are prepared. you too can prepare and train and take care of yourself until your opportunity comes  
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i read them all diligently, thank you for trusting me and sending them  
let's do it again next time\! 😁**10:21 PM KST**  
y/n what are you doing  
i'm taking a half-bath  
“i'm watching chaeyeon wearing teletubbies”  
what's that? i want to see too